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i was just snoozing on the bus, and my autumn lust was revived. i was right up there with the rest of the greats, closing my eyes for a few minutes, and when i opened them it was dark and it was comforting. that's why i like these seasons best, everything is so comforting, so comfortable. that's about all i can say on the subject. this is new and exciting, but old and familiar like an old friend.


p.s. side effects include: dizzyness, nausea, white-knuckle-anxiety, fear, neuroses, impatience, melancholy, unexplained nervousness, nausea, drowsiness, reflection, remembering. this list could be longer, but frankly i am far too freaked out about the wildlife beginning with 's' orgy which is happening outside, and Ruby's confusing behaviour (loving me)