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obviously i am a little bit obsessed with this. but i think that is fine; that is the way things goes when one has a new toy or anything. no doubt in a few days time i will have forgotten this whole thing exists, or maybe i will just have calmed down with my exessive posting.

i have done small, very small, amounts of packing and tidying, etc. what i have done is watch some L word, and then watch some daniel radcliffe interviews on the internet. he is a very handsome man, and i like the way that he seems genuinely nervous when he is talking to intervewers - "i...i...i.." etc. his stutter is endeering, as it makes us believe that he is "just like us", a normal person.

anyway, what was i going to say? my heart is jumping like a 7 year old on a trampoline; excessively. i think my procastination is an outcome of my patent "this makes me too nervous to think about; i will just think about something else" strategy. which works, until you remember again and the nerves are twice as strong.

there is nothing else to report, so i am going to continue my packing/procrastinating.