i wanted to say whatever it was that i was going to say, but when i opened my mouth to say the words not only was it hard to form coherent sentences anyway, but it struck me that words were not what i wanted, language was not what i wanted, none of it was what i wanted. i wanted to say it all out loud, proud, but thought if i explained it even in the most concise english i had it still wouldn't convey what i wanted it to say. you'd understand part of it differently, think of the double meanings of one of my words and be off down a tangent with something i had not even intended you to think about.
Wednesday 3 March 2010
i wanted to say whatever it was that i was going to say, but when i opened my mouth to say the words not only was it hard to form coherent sentences anyway, but it struck me that words were not what i wanted, language was not what i wanted, none of it was what i wanted. i wanted to say it all out loud, proud, but thought if i explained it even in the most concise english i had it still wouldn't convey what i wanted it to say. you'd understand part of it differently, think of the double meanings of one of my words and be off down a tangent with something i had not even intended you to think about.
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