wip

This is a story about that time I said something and didn't mean it.  This isn't a story about the times I said something and meant it. This is a story about the things I said when I said something and didn't mean it. This is a story about where those words I said when I said something and didn't mean it went, in space. This is not a story about the time I said 'I love you' to my dog. Because I meant that. I love my dog.

So it could be that it's the entire time from ///// to now, ///// but I don't think that's true. I think the things I said when I said things and didn't mean it came out of my mouth at some point between ////// and ///// or /////, those seem like the times maybe that I was wrong or I was rushing. for example:
'are you enjoying this?'
'oh yes.' - I didn't mean that.
And the oh and the yes were two silly little monosyllabic words that I couldn't control nor could I edit, change, or delete once they had come out of my mouth. But, you were the happy one, because you got to hear what you wanted to hear and so our charade continued.

This is a story about the oh and the yes I said that one time. Where did they go once they went inside of your head? And will we ever know what effect they really had on you once they travelled down your ear drums and into your brain which was already working harder than normal, because of the state you were in. It was sending impulse signals to your lady areas and your chest and your heart that changed your behaviour. Imagine it's surprise when it found out that, too!